take control

2008-12-03T20:44:00.001+08:00

Actually............... I've moved! Ask me for the new one(:

2008-11-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

A mini birthday post(:

G.R.E.A.T! Heh, it was full of surprises and the best i ever had. Honestly, i didn't look forward to it at all but thanks to many people who made it unforgettable.

Thanks for all the wishes and especially to..
- elisa! For your card (air flown leh, with your sweat + saliva HAHA) and for doubting my reading abilities...... 6th dec, don't forget.
- ruth for your cookies and the surprise with eloise! Thanks for coming all the way down to school(: My mum says your cookies are much nicer than the brownies i attempted the previous time.
- eloise and char! Thanks for being professional camwhores and for spending the afternoon w me. You guys were really really sweeeeeeeeeeeet. + bernice too :D
- cynthia for dinner and the sunflower + present(: Have loads of rest and don't be so stressed up over everything! Cheer up, you'll make the right decision!
- dao face for being extremely spastic (: i know you tried your best with your ^^ handwriting.
- amanda!! Hee, thanks for the shoes (which i paid $1 for haha!) + the surprise photo frame. You're really good at lying uh, what has rj taught you tsktsk.
- sophia, kaixin and Eunice for the card but p.s i so do not look like O***e! It was really sweet though but that does not exempt you guys from trainings HEH.
- oh juicyyyyy for your midnight call! Let's go hunt for our berms soon okay?

plus the manymany wishes which made my day!
I feel so retarded typing the above but i won't be celebrating my birthday next year so bear with it. (Alevels omg)

I'll end the post with loads and loads of SMILES. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

You puzzle me..

2008-11-02T14:18:00.003+08:00

Uhh, this is weird. I feel hungry but i've no appetite at all. All i had since morning was a pancake the size of a quarter A4. Don't worry, im not anorexic, in fact far from it. Maybe it's just a sign i'm falling sick soon. I don't quite mind the idea actually, it's been long since i got to laze in bed the whole afternoon doing just nothing.

Heh, i'm supposed to be doing my I&R but it's totally not effective!

Anyway, juicy and me met up yesterday NOT to study (for once). We were supposed to go food hunting but ended up ahopping at Haji Lane! Shall post the pictures when i get it but the shops were really cool though we had to climbed countless flights of stairs and being typical singaporeans, we collected freebies along the way (goodie bags, free drinks/cakes and lollipops!). I shan't remind Juicy how much she spent in the end :P We went to this really nice cafe (just to use the coupons given at one of the shops!) right after teh tarik at some ulu coffeeshop. Cheapskate i know. Hahaha.

Okay back to my I&R!

2008-11-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

"running all the way to the post office in the rain to find it closed was like running the hundred metres over and over again only to come in last in the real race."

Gee elisa! Please don't sit on the street's bench, whining into the phone like you just broke up anymore! Just the thought is enough to make my day and it's okay even if the card arrives late. I'll be anticipating and checking my letter box often (:

I wonder why but days now are seemingly more tiring than pre-exams days. Maybe sometimes we should all take a step back and ponder about the things that we're all juggling with and the reason why we're all in this rush. What do i want to achieve at the end of the day? I've yet to figure but one thing i've come to realise is that setting too high an expectation for whatever i do is definitely not going to help.

Purpose. I'm going to keep my purpose firm.

2008-10-27T21:40:00.004+08:00

Last week was just horrible and i can't explain why but people/things made it much better! For instance....

1) Elisa's surprise phone call at 2am (aust's time) Geee, it was good to hear from you after being MIA for so long. Hang in there girl, i hope that 60kg thing cracked you up and we've 10 december to look forward to. Triple yay!
2) I went shopping with my mum today! It's been long since the last time we went out together cos she works everyday except monday when i've school. Wah seriously i can join the Auntie force already! We were literally DIGGING for bags today luh and i was quite self conscious initially cos it was me + the aunties! until i saw this young lady joining in who provided me with that teeny weeny bit of consolation. But hey it's fun and the most importantly i managed to dig out a nice bag for myself which my mum paid for :D beams.
3) OH, not to forget that email dao face (you know who you are) sent! It made my day, really. Thanks!
4) Thursday's training was good! I hope we'll all show improvement again for all the trainings to come.

I'm quite sure there were more but i can't recall now!
OP's this friday and i don't feel prepared yet + there's still I&R to do which is a total dread. I better send in a draft soon but that's if i can even sit myself down to start doing. Seriously, i don't get the point in doing PW except to make J1 life more unbearable. Brr.

2008-10-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

Remember we had to do this happiness survey sometime last week?

If i were to redo it, i'll probably rate the satisfaction of my life 1.

2008-10-04T20:52:00.004+08:00

It has been a week full of emotions. Farewell assembly and sports dinner simply signify that seniors are leaving (and im not! which makes it millions times worse). Whining "uhhh it sucks like crazy" sums up how i feel. I can't help it but sports dinner was a lil ridiculous, i mean "come develop your sporting talents at VJC"?! How to when all the funds/dsa go to you know what CCAS and they don't bother about the rest at all! There's too much emphasis on the the glory whatever CCA brings back for the college. They actually mentioned the 9years championship of ancient squash boys when they have NO intention at all to fund us now and is even contemplating the tearing down of the courts. Open house today made us feel so pathetic. Look at all the trophies at the other tables and ours with only a few racquets and balls ): We train hard too but all our efforts are denied, it sucks.

Okay, enough about that cos' it's basically the same thing: nothing is fair, and we're just unlucky that we're at the disadvantaged side.

Thanks to Sophia and Dick who made open house a lil more fun for me! We played tennis then squash then badminton! (though i've been having a pretty bad flu since morning) Tennis is super fun, though we had to run all over to pick up the ball. Geee, but at least we didn't spend most of our time picking up balls. Dick's really good!

I shall stay home the whole day tomorrow and watch my korean drama! I'm terribly broke now and i used the money, which i was supposed to buy my bus concession with, to shop. Hee, but staying home is good! I miss rotting at home and doing nothing (:

To my fellow kampong kias: we may not see each other that often now, but i'm all the memories we shared plus the emo nemo messages will be kept in mind! Don't forget the promise to meet up after As okay! Lots of lots of love :D

2008-09-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

The new hottie in school :

2008-09-30T00:39:00.001+08:00

P. There's this silence playing too loud. says:
i miss having a bunch of girlfriends

YINGSI says:
its okay
YINGSI says:
me = 10 girls

AWW yingsie, that's uber sweeet (to me at least). You're the best! :D

2008-09-26T19:26:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

I'm glad, reeeeeally reeeeeeeally glad. Geog and physics sucked totally, makes me wonder if they were worth all the effort i put in, but it's okay! Cos no more muggin for quite some time (: I can't wait for some ME time.

Went for suki sushi buffet with my class after the paper today. Cephas must be crazy, ordering so uch at the start and he got so full within like an hour. Oh, i finally found the m&ms earpiece i wanted (*grins) but decided against buying it cos i still need money for shopping tomorrow! (double YAYZ) Haha, see how much freedom the end of promos bring :D

It's amazing how songs can bring back memories, some which may already have been forgotten if not reminded of. I miss a particular friend very much ):

2008-09-17T18:26:00.002+08:00

To motivate myself, i'm going to come up with a to do list:
1) sushi buffet!
2) sit in front for the tv and finish up my korean dramas. (-.- i know, heh)
3) erm, shopping? if i've extra cash.
4) tanning! I'm disgustingly fair like white chicken.
5) read a good book.
5) call elisa and tell her about the weird dream i had.
The list goes on and on and on but unfortunately all have to wait till after promos. Except for calling elisa i guess, but she's so in the world of d***.... HAHA.

According to people, i've been looking really stressed! Honestly, i am and i seriously have to stop myself from feeling this way):

T's so sweet she brought me a huge mooncake with double yolk yesterday! I thought you were kidding when you said you'll bring one for me, heh (: Good luck T for the rest for the papers like the don't know what e^x graph thing you said. Haha.

2008-08-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

Up to the brim, i feel suffocated.

2008-08-24T12:44:00.004+08:00

Met up with blobhead yesterday again and she woke up at 10 which was supposed to be our meeting time. Well done blob! Because of her i had to wake up early and not to mention walk under the heavy rain. You owe me one, and that new eraser i took from you doesnt count! (:

She was telling me about CJ and honestly i'm really glad she made that choice leave for CJ because it really seems that there's more love there. It's not a common sight here, or rather i think, that people still keep their friends in mind when the pressure is turned on high for everyone, and still try to make every little effort to make each other's day a tad better. Sad to say, but again maybe I feel, that friendships forged here are often superficial. Honestly, i wonder how many i would actually keep in touch with after graduation, and how many would i still turn to when i face difficulties. It's sad, though THAT's still an understatement, to have many people around you and yet none or few whom you're sure you can fall back on. Definitely, friendships aren't just about sharing good times together, having fun or simply just a attachment you hold on to to prevent loneliness. Maybe that's why i treasure the few i hold close to my heart so much.

The stress is getting to everyone, so hang in there it'll soon be over. I can't wait to close the chapter of my jc life.

Good luck to all ESPECIALLY my dearest VJSQers (choon, big boobs, fi and T)!!

As each day goes by, it makes way for another,
We discover that we're not alone
And each day we try, the best we can to recover,
All the feelings that we left below

2008-08-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

When will you carry me home like the wounded star in the movie
When will you carry me home take it back to the start when you knew me

2008-08-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today could pretty much be summed up in four words- i had a bad day, and it doesn't help that i'm having migraine AGAIN. It's always the right side of the brain which Dr William Tan said this morning is in charge of imagination, so this either means i'm super creative or i think too much for nothing. I think it's probably the latter.

I think we're all secretly lil mules, stubborn and refusing or rather, finding it hard to change. No matter how hard i remind myself time and time again, it doesn't seem to work.

Gah, i'm off to do my eom now which i've yet to complete since yesterday afternoon. Talk about efficiency.

Bad bad bad bad day.

PS: How can i forget! I'm super glad stupid siew mai passed chem. Your efforts didnt go to waste thanks to the superb AHERM tutor.

2008-08-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Weekend is gone again but i'm really glad there's holiday tomorrow!

Met up with JUICY today, spinelli at forum is really cosy. Juicy keeps saying im kampong cos i never knew the existence of forum till today. Enlightenment, thank you very much juicy for showing me the 'happening' side of orchard road. We even traded erasers to give us an added reason to meet up SOON. Haha! Anyway JUICYYYYY, cheer up and stop being a depressed blob. (:

Oh anyway, about the blood donation drive. I couldn't donate in the end, though i really really wanted to cos the person said my blood pressure was low. Next year maybe? I'll make sure i get into a fight with someone to get my blood pressure higher the next time i go.

Every anticipation becomes a disappointment.

I wish i could bubble wrap my heart.

2008-08-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

I swear im putting on weight! Astons two times in a day plus Cheesecake Cafe after that is no joke. Although school was a complete waste of time today, but somehow i like today (: Magic was er a lil lame except for the part when the lady performed! Magic tricks never fail to leave me in awe no matter how ordinary/common it may be. Maybe i'm just easily amused by things, which isn't a bad thing at all! I was truly reluctant to go for rockclimbing after that, but still i gave in to eloise's 'you-bully-me' face. It turned out to be quite fun though our arms were like jelly after that, plus the super obscene (esp for the guys) harness we had to wear.

I finally met up with yingsie JUST now! (: (: (: It's the familiar warm feeling i get whenever i meet up with my old friends, and it's really comfortable to just be retarded and whatever cos they've probably seen the worst of me in all situations before. After dinner at Astons, i don't know how but we decided to WALK all the way to Cheesecake Cafe. Despite the eerie deserted houses on the way, the cheesecakes were definitely worth the walk (: Let's go there again yingsie, and next time i promise we'll stay longer.

I'm donating blood tomorrow, and it's my first time! I'll pray super hard i don't faint or what and that i'll survive training afterwards. *crosses my fingers! Bimbo as it sounds, the colourful band is my main motivation for donating blood. HAHA.

In this world of overrated pleasures
And underrated treasures,
I'm glad there is you.

2008-08-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

If there's music in the night,
And it's really, really right,
It's the only thing I need.
It intoxicates your mind
All your troubles left behind
So come on and take my lead.
It's not just me who feels it
Music plays a mind trick
Watch me forget about missing you.

2008-08-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

How many special people change?

Today's PW session was surprisingly fun! Kevin was super enthu and he claims that this IS his normal self. Maybe it's the time of the year when everyone starts to realise there's so much to be done and yet so little time left! I've JUST gotten over hooha of midyears and now im strucked with the reality that promos are coming! I just digressed.. Anyway 3/4 of the PW session was spent with our group discussing about IP with Ms Ng. Uhh, and we all came down to the point that ip makes us more cynical. Nonetheless im sure many miss ip as compared to the mundane attending of lectures and copying of answers during class now. Okay 'nuff about that and anyway it's getting harder and harder not to fall asleep during lessons nowadays. Maybe it's... i dontknow too. Haha.

Had PT today though it wasnt full attendence, and somewhat somehow i ended up doing extra rounds. Sigh, it's difficult to make the right decisions to appease or rather suit everyone. I'm still figuring, and trying..

My long awaited weekend is here (:

Maybe you've forgotten or maybe it didn't really mattered at all.

2008-07-29T22:49:00.001+08:00

I am tired.

For the first time in my life, my contacts (i don't know how) but it went under my eyelid and got stucked in the corner of my eye. I frantically asked the rest to help me look for it cos i thought it fell out initially and i was so afraid they may step on it! But yeah it was all along in my eye, damn freaky and luckily i could dig it out :D

Asked my dad to fetch me home from school after training cos i was too lazy (and tired) to take bus home! Was fiddling with my earring and it fell out. I was like errrr i think i dropped my earring, thought my dad would scream at me like always. But guess what, he used an uber nice tone and said he'll help me find when we reach *beams. So nice and im not used to it HAHA.

I need more patience.

2008-07-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

-.- I spent a long time figuring out how to change the skin.

School's in tomorrow again, another new week and i certainly hope it wouldnt be just another week when all i do is look forward to the weekends. Haha, if it makes any sense. Physics spa tomorrow! I hate doing spa and i wouldn't mind the teacher just giving us the answers :p

Anyway elisa do you remember the one line i told you about? It's "you dont sound very happy ching". Thanks for the phone call the previous night (:

Urgh, i've got to stop being so lazy and sleep my sundays away..

2008-07-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

OMG, i just watched the BJ oylmpics and Macs advert and the song is now stucked in my head!

Oh, the more we get together,
Together, together,
Oh, the more we get together,
The happier we'll be.

For your friends are my friends,
And my friends are your friends.
Oh, the more we get together,
The happier we'll be!

How true. They're really smart is use this song, cos people like me will remember the advert. Haha.

I want my half day tomorrow! Argh, if not for the temasek seminar we stupidly signed up for, we wouldn't have to wak up at some unearthly time tomorrow morning just to reach school by 630am. I should be drinking milo at home at that time -.-

I hope tomorrow will be a GOOD day (:

2008-07-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

2008-07-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it's just so hard to take that leap of faith and start believing. Much as i want to there are simply to many obstacles in front, causing me to retreat time and time again. If only i could be stronger.

____

If only you could feel how much we care, how worried we are and how much we want you back.

2008-07-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired/sleepy/whatever now and i can't wait for this week to be over! I need my weekend to make up for the lack of sleep this whole week. I thought i could relax a bit today, so i happily bought chips home and pigged out while watching my drama which i've yet to finish since the holidays! I should really finish up the drama so i won't be distracted by it anymore! It's super sweet and i always can't sleep after watching it cos i'll be thinking about it.

Okay it's late and i'm typing retarded stuffs that i can't comprehend as well.

Cause i have photographs and memories of the times
When you weren't on my mind and i was alone.
And i have poetry and drawings of my life
When you weren't on my side and i didn't know

2008-07-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

I wonder why, is it pride that's keeping you back?

):

2008-07-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

I loved the ba chor mee and the company (: It was like returning to the old AHS times, where 85 market was our hip hang out place. Fine at least for me when i was in lower sec, since thats where my memory of AHS stopped. Given a choice again, i would stay on. But then again, if i did, no one is going to guarantee i won't be regretting in the same way too.

Elisa is going back to Australia tomorrow! Feel like there's so much things we could've done but we didn't, but nevermind, it's not like i would never ever see you again (:

Today was horrible, in everyway. But thanks ernest, for offering me the last two pieces of chocolates! He was like "eh don't look so sad, nah i give you chocolates", HAHA, friendly giant (:

Coming from you, it feels so different.

2008-07-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

Two wrongs make it alright tonight.

2008-07-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

And, SMILE :D

Okay this is the last picture but i couldnt upload it into the previous post i dont know why. I think the comp doesnt like me anymore, it keeps going crazy!
And know what elisa said to me on the bus yesterday? "Eh, imagine if you decorate your shoes with mirrors, then you can see other people's panties, and when you stand up others can see yours too! " Damn sick! Haha. Only she'll come up with this kind of thing.

Alright, off to do my EOM. I seriously feel like handing in late ):

2008-07-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

Here are some pictures from the Elisa-crash-vj day! It took so long to upload!

Caleb's proud of this shot he took (:

Hello crasher! You havent return me my uniform!

TSK.

Went church with elisa yesterday morning.. Was quite good, and i managed to talk to Bethany, she's realy nice(: And her jersey number is my favourite number! So that makes her my favourite soccer player too. HAHA.

The purple shirt guy and Andrew, so amazing i saw him before at starbucks mugging and i remember myself thinking he's super act cool. Wearing shades and studying like wth. But he turned out to be elisa's church friend! Haha, so now he's turing from act cool to gay :D

LOOK THERE!

2008-07-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

Some people learn it the hard way, and it's never TOO late to do anything. It's more important than anything to pick yourself up and get started all over again. Even if it's half a year late but there's still a long way to go, and there's so much more to be done rather than to sink in regrets.

Sorry i was harsh but i hope you can get yourself back. But again, maybe i really don't understand.

2008-07-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

I just cut myself (not on purpose) and it's really stupid!

Anyway, we had SLV today. OMG the kids were super uber cute x10000000000 ! Or rather the one i was paired with especially. He's called dan and he wants to be an architect, thats super cool that he actually has an ambition. Gosh i was still playing barbie at that age. HAHA. Not so gay la but yeah. We taught them paper weaving, and played ball with them. Dan was so cute, he didnt want to join the queue for the 'in and out the cherry window' song game cos he wanted to stand beside me! He kept hugging me too (: I totally melted. Haha. But we had to leave eventually, should see his sad face when he knew we were leaving! He even asked when i was coming back, but i'll probably like never go back again but i couldn't tell him that, so i said 'i dont know' ): and he gave me a beeeeeeeeeeeg awww hug. AHH i seriously love kids. Haha.

To CHARMAINE TAN HUIMIN: I promised i'll blog for you (: dont be too upset over the grades okay! Whats more important to getting yourself to study harder for promos, it's only mid years now. Don't worry i'll nag at you everyday so that you'll be a full time mugger for promos :D so please cheeer up and give a retarded smile!! By the way, the superdog session with cephas was so lame. But we dug out his secrets though :D tsktsk. smile char! Love you :D

DAN!!!

i know you but i don't..

2008-07-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

So... Elisa had a great day at school yesterday (: scaring the ahs people and her church friends off by being in VJ. Zhengyi's was classic and three of us went out to hunt for elisa's cd plus caleb's(elisa's lil bro) bag! He's grown so much, caleb i mean! Ohmy i kind of watched him grow up, from a childish and irritating primary school kid to this really sensible boy (: and i keep niao-ing to elisa that caleb is so cute!

Had training this afternoon, and now i know why choon is always so tired and grumpy ( :P ) during tranings. Mopping the courts before training sure isn't fun! Especially when the cleaner auntie refuses to help no matter how hard i whined and hinted that i needed help. Ohwell, another year of being squash courts cleaner for me ): and i seriously feel lost during trainings without them around, not knowing what to do with the rest and whether or not im doing it right. Ah, i hope i'm not making them learn all the wrong techniques! I wished we have a coach, and more players ):

And YOU! Please cheer up and don't be silly by doing that okay cos it's worrying ): Tmr will definitely be a better day, so keep having faith! Hope you feel better now (:

I'm going to sleep now, tmr will be a loooong day. but there's cute kids during SLV to look forward to! (:

2008-06-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

School officially started again ): i missed my alarm today, or rather it didn't ring at all! so i woke up at 7 but i decided to go back to sleep, only to receive eloise's sms saying Mr Tan yh (new pe tcher!) demands a mc! Wth right i almost went to see a doctor cos of that. But T told me to just look for him and said i overslept instead, and apparently he kind of forgot about it! :D

Didnt get back any papers today, which was good cos im not ready to face the results, yet. But TMR, ahhh, we'll be getting back all the papers except GP! And i really really dread school, suddenly not used to having lectures again and i don't get to see the sq-ers around much. I seriosuly miss having trainings with them, now that the team is really screwed with only 2 people? We can't even make up a team! And it's really worrying me, i hope mr chan will do something about it, or it'll really drive me nuts.

ELISA'S BACK! But i can't reach her! Maybe i'll bring her to crash VJ on wednesday when i've only lectures throughout the day (:

Im going off to watch this silly but nice drama now! (:

Hello mr green (:

2008-06-27T02:39:00.000+08:00

How long have I been in this storm?

So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form

Water's getting harder to tread

With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you

Everything would be all right

If I could see you

This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water

And you will catch me if I fall

And I will get lost into your eyes

And everything will be all right

I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown

So why am I ten feet under and upside down

Barely surviving has become my purpose

Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface

And I will walk on water

And you will catch me if I fall

And I will get lost into your eyes

And everything will be all right

storm- lifehouse

Storm - Lifehouse

2008-06-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! Yay! I'm trying to tune myself back to the non-mugging days. Mugging everyday is seriously unhealthy and it gives me bad migraine ):

Watched two movies today! Get smart was quite good with celeste laughing at every part of the movie, but she left after we forced cynthia to cut her hair! (Your hair looks less like a mop now, haha!) Dont mess with Zohan was a total scam! Omg i feel so cheated after watching it. It's like super sick and i think the movie totally destroyed that guy's image. i cant remember the name anymore. Hah. DONT watch it!

I'm so gonna give myself full day for resting and to finish watching ANTM(((:

Anyway! If there's anyone without cca/have friends without a cca yet, and are keen to pick up squash pleaseeeeeee tell me!

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

2008-06-24T15:30:00.001+08:00

Two more paper togo! Yesterday was horrible x10000 ! tyr having migraine during exams, it really kills. Haha. But one thing good is that mids yrs is only 4 days! Im halfway through now, can't wait for it all to be over..

Just read the email from elisa (: im seriously so glad to have her! despite being separated by the distance but i know i can always fall back on her. it's so hard in school or any where to find some one who really understands. Someone who will never get tired of listening to you whine/complain and be with you throughout those ah-im-so-sad moment. Haha okay this is getting no where i should go study math!

The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore.

2008-06-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

School's starting next week, which means exams! Just four days so i'll survive! Somehow i don't panick as much as i used to when exams are nearing maybe cos it's just midyears, but then again, i wouldn't want to uber uber badly for it. Plus elisa wil be back the day after my last paper! (:

Woke up at 5 plus this morning just to go to school for geog revision lesson. madness, it's even earlier than my usual wake up time for school, which probably explains why i'm so tired now.. Studied with T after that at Shaw's Subway! I love studying there though there's always funny sounds from the cinema upstairs. Haha.

I'm sooooo hungry now! ):

2008-06-10T21:06:00.001+08:00

I can't think now. Gahh.

2008-06-09T19:51:00.000+08:00

Half of the holidays are gone! I want time to go back to the first day of holiday, when i was still anticipating the China trip. The trip definitely didn't disappoint me, considering the impression i had of China all along. Though the air is really filthy but i definitely prefer the weather there than back in singapore. It's so himid! haha.

I seriously hate the idea of spending everyday mugging for the remaining holiday ): so not used to having mid years and slogging the holidays away. I miss IP! For the fact that we don't have mid years. Tsk. I want to do so much more ): like working, shopping, meeting up with friends and spedning time with myself! Just to side track, the GSS mood is so LOWW this year! I practically can't feel that sales are going on despite being in town. Or maybe crazy shoppers cleared all the on sale stuffs already.

Ah and i hate falling sick ): It's horrible and i feel super sleepy now. zzzzz.

If i had eyes in the back of my head
I would have told you that you look good as i walked away..

2008-05-25T18:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELISA XU YING FEN! (:

Hey! I rarely blog nowadays okay but to make up for my absence (physically) on your birthday, i'll post just for you. So now you're definitely not the least happening birthday girl on earth okay. You're the coolest now cos you've ME dedicating a post to you(:

Casting aside all the ugly moments that we had. Remember the table pushing one? Classic man. Haha. I'm really glad you didn't just forget about me when i left for vj and pao qi-ed you. Though we rarely have go out sessions, coming to think of it, but some how it's just so easy to tell you everything. So from now till 29th June don't call me okay! Then we can have a mega catch up session when you come back. (: Im just kidding. CALL ME STILL.

Hope you're first birthday in aust will still be great! I bet it will with *aherm.ys. hahaha!

I love you my best friend(:

Who We Are.

2008-04-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

HOHO. Now that i don't have trainings, im so free that i can update so regularly. We ended two period earlier today cos there wasn't physics prac. Ms Ng is a really really nice teacher except that she can be boring. & i think she's quite pissed with our class being perpetually late for lessons! tsk.

Randomly met Shanti in the canteen just now while i was doing the Helmsman presentation thing. It's this saturday! Luckily Niming was DARING enough to lend me his laptop for the day. Good thing i didn't destroy his laptop cause i'm seriously seriously a tech-noob. I admit! Anyway, Shanti was complaining about how bored she was since there isn't training now. Tsk so she went alllll the way to bedok with me and took bus home again after buying ice cream bread! Which the uncle handled with bare hands!

Oh. I still prefer the ice cream bread at YCK station. The one we always have after our matches (:

gahh im addicting to Breathing by Lifehouse! And i can't find a way to put it up on the blog! I'll figure out :D

Anyway chem mock spa is tomorrow! I hope there won't be heating or i'll just make a mess.

Tada i just wasted half an hour typing this post. So...... I shall go have my dinner now! (:

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
`Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

2008-04-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

tournament's over! it was a good ending though we didnt get into finals. but by coming so far, it really proves our determination! (considering the super minimal support from the school) we had to fork out money to pay for the coaching fees, look for our own coach and arrange everything on our own. it's really unfair when other ccas have all the financial support. but our super fatherly tcher-in-charge and driven captain sailed us through it (: i would never forget the cheer we did at yck courts and tears of happiness we shed. i love VJSQ :D

we all ponned school on thursday to go to sentosa! supposedly a nua day but we ended up pigging out at the beach. and of all games, shanti had to suggest touch rugby. i think we looked really retarded running around with a volleyball. ahha! i seriously hope we'll still meet up often though there isnt trainings now. the courts will be so empty without them now !

__
and i finally got to meet up with YINGSIE today! thanks for the really late bday present. (: it's great to see you busking in happiness now. dont worry i wont disappear fr your world! (:

next week is going to be so busy! IP open house coming up and i hope we dont screw up the presentation. i seriously got to stop stressing myself out. alright got to go!

TAKE A BREAK. HAVE A KIT KAT!
(this is an ultimate random post!)

2008-04-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

okay i decided to update this rotting blog after like 2 months?

been so busy at school! lectures are going at super fast pace and half the time i dont get what the lecturer is talking about. we're at the mids of squash tournament, 3 more games to go! i seriously dont want season to end. we've trained so hard and the team has become so knitted. end of season means no more training with T, steffi, hz and choon): trainings will be so different without them. guess thats the bad thing abt being the only j1 cos you'll be the only one left behind when they're off training to study for their As. somehow i've depended on them alot since last year. and trainings with them are like my escape from all the ^&#@$@ in school.

but whatever it is, whether we screwed up our line up or not, or whether it's a sure get trashed kind of situation, we've nothing to lose now. so let's go VJ SQUASH! :D

another sun soaked season fades away

2008-01-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

love this long weekend! finallyfinally, i can get enough sleep. normally everyday just pass by so quickly and before i know it i'll be back in school again. guess it's still the transition period where you still see groups of people hanging out mostly with their sec sch friends. but my class is pretty fun though(:

met up with YINGSI yesterday (: after so long she's still as retarded as ever. and make the right decision girl! whatever it is i'll support you (:
zhengyi didnt get what he expected though. but i'll keep my fingers crossed and hope the appeal is successful. i think it's really sad for those who can't stay in the end. after getting attached to vj and having their hopes held a lil higher, the disappointment comes down hard. im lucky i dont have to go through this phase cos i wonder how i'll cope with that. imagine putting in so much and not getting the expected results. but given a chance, i just might choose to go to a poly. seems more practical? heading straight to what you want to do.

but anyhow, GO ZHENGYI! (although you whacked me with the squash ball, i'll still hope you can stay and let me get back at you. haha! )

and im really happy for JUICY. you smart girl :D

had training today and it was more of fun than tiring. think ppl have this impression that squash is really slack and they go really? when we say we train 5 times. haha. we're like treated quite unfairly -- no lockers allocated for us, no coach (have to pay ourselves). sch's really practical uh. only issue dsa and support for ccas that bring back most glory. but without support from the sch how would the other ccas improve? ohwell.

shall update some time again though i rarely come online now. ahha. laters (:

2008-01-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for SO LONG.

anyway i've been having trainings 5 times a weeeek. so everyday when i reach home i'll be left with like probably one bar of battery. haha. i really need one whole day to sleep. so hopefully there's one or two days off this week cos of Olevel results. anyway GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE TAKING RESULTS! and i seriously hope allll my friends in vj can stay (:

oh and im super pissed with this maths lecturer! haha. she went super fast with binomial and i seriosuly didnt understand a single thing she was saying. not quite used to lectures yet. but hopefully. just hopefully i'll survive.

i seriously need sleep! so laters!

2008-01-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

i want to blog a spastic post(:

it's like Jan 7 already! time really flies and orientation just ended ): initially i wasnt really expecting much fun from the orientation but in the end it turned out to be great! my OG's kinda fun and crazy esp BLOB(: hey l'll be like hoping you will stay in VJ okay! hahah. i loved the OG dinners/lunches cos they're always full of crappy jokes and laughter. even the dirty games and dunking were fun this time round. haha. i dont know why but im really enthu about it and i hope the OG will still meet up (:

lessons are officially starting tmr. and there's PW?! hope it wouldnt be sucha nightmare as i've heard about. the j2s are probably so glad that their pw is long over. tsk..

hope tmr will be a good day :D i'll try to look forward to sch! haha.

2008-01-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

haha. 2008 is finally finally here. but i got a big bomb dropped on this first day. but i'll hope SCHOOL IS OKAY(: haha. orientation orientation = no lessons = FUN (hopefully) hahah.

and countdown at explorerkid was so fun yesterday! my first countdown outside and i had a hard time persuading my mum to let me go! ahha. watched AVP after the crazy confetti sprays and party popper. every was so high! and the movie sucked. gosh it's uber gross. so dont watch it if you've a weak heart. haha. horror/gore is just not for me. they're like metal music to me. ahahha.

i'll really miss holidays. especially this one! ):

2007-12-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

i've been feeling happy this week! the dread for school to begin isnt getting to me YET. and somehow there's a tinge of excitement for school to start. maybe cos i just got myself a new school bag. wahahaha. that pissed my mum off inside out cos she claims i've too many bags. shall make sure this is the last! (:

this week was exhausting beingigng my cousin and aunt around singapore. sentosa was the worst i think. squeezing around as if we've never been to spore before and receiving bad service from a particular staff there. they did alot of shopping though! returned with double the luggage? so obviously, i HAD to burn a hole in my pockets as well. tsk but it was a good excuse to spend abit and reach home only after midnight! haha.

i hope it wouldnt rain tmr! would love to get some sun(:

laters!

2007-12-27T10:44:00.000+08:00

my blog is dying!!

comp broke down for a week and i JUST got it fixed. ahah must've been the watching of shows online. haha. holidays are coming to an end just like how xmas has ended. tsk all the deco and lightings i wonder where they would go after they remove it. sucha waste right!

anywayyyy it's really early and i woke up cos the acer engineer came. haha.

on a lighter note, my last week of holidays are really rockin(:
will update agaain!

2007-11-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

my blog is seriously rotting!! but i serious dont have that ____ to blog really frequently. but i feel happy today!

yingsie came over to my mum's salon to have her hair highlighted. RED. and i helped! ahha it's really nice! dont have pictures though. and we headed down to get her havaianas and tuky tuky! tempted by her red hair, i went to get A STREAK of grey hair extension. hahaha. like some emo kid but i like it alot. at least it's not dyed on and i can remove it as an when i want to. hahah.

holiday's halfgone. soon i'll be like bombarded with work again. ): speaking of work. i really love working every weekend! haha.

im reallly high now!!! for no reason! hahahahha. okay if anyone reads this HELLLLLO:D

and for now. bye!

2007-11-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

preparing my cca cert, it's really demoralizing. just imagine the stacks of ten pages achievements employers receive from smart/enthu/i-can-do-everything interviewees and suddenly chance upon a one page plus folder with achievements barely making it. sigh! makes me wonder what've i been doing for the past two years in vip and would i actually have gone further if i stayed back in ahs. too late but arg!

okay whatever it may be, that pathetic cca cert will unfortunately have to stay with me forever.

the school term is almost coming to an end. just one more day! and that's it. and i can strike that "2007 to end fast" off my 'wishlist'. it's been a not so good year and alot of times i really wanted to give up but im so glad that everything's over! haha im like this psycho kid ranting to the comp now but it doesnt matter if anyone reads this or not.

holidays(: i want to make the best out of it. i'll be good and attend every single trainings (: i'll work more! so that i can have enough money to get the stuffs i've been wanting to get. i want to go malacca, though it's not comparable to europe, US blahblah. i want to spend lots of time with my friends, do more than just normal going out. im going to think of what i should and not think of what i shouldnt(: and lots more that i cant think of right now.

stopping here. happy holidays to all (:

2007-10-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

it has been ages since i've posted something cos i'm hardly online..

im all alone at home with emo songs playing so yeah nice time to write something(: exams are over, results are back and im just okay with it. it's a disappointment for some subjects especially when i put in extra effort studying and worrying over it. but doesn't matter.

went to work yesterday, was nice seeing them again. but i guess i wasnt in the right mood and i was having a not-so-nice time with the kids. maybe it was what the place reminded me of. but hell with that! i really need money to complete my to-do-list-after-exams. i remember drafting that out just before physics paper cos i really had no mood to mug for it so i had to psycho myself with things to look forward to.

OKAY. i've got to go. so im stopping here.. (:

a step at a time.

2007-09-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

IM LOSING IT.

2007-08-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

i suddenly miss Busted's songs! me and yingsie were singing to Cant Break Through just now and it brings back memories of sec 2 days. still remember gwyneth and soo hiang were both so crazy over Busted and even bought a cake just to celebrate th ebirthday of one the Busted members. ahahha.

i love friday's after-training-go-dinner-and-share-secrets sessions! and we sat outside the 7-11 at katong mall last night till about 10plus. and I LOVE MY TEAM MATES! ahaha. what a random conclusion.

Busted rocks! (:

2007-08-11T12:23:00.001+08:00

ha this is so random that i feel like blogging. was staring at my racket and i felt so happy. wonder why. hopefully it spurs me on to train harder. haha! okay so when i feel like bored/emo/whatever i shall just look at my racket. HAHA. thats so psychotic.

i suddenly remembered what me and shanti were saying about people yesterday while gorging ourself with ice cream. and sometimes i guess it really helps to stop showing what you feel. but thats like super tough. imagine you really feel like exploding inside but still, your face just gives a typical blank look.

haha this post is so random. shall get started with work!

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore.
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye..

2007-08-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLO.

im finally updating after so long. just didnt feel like coming online that much nowadays so yeah that explains why! anyway. let's start from wednesday! the squashers plus some of the j2s went for cip at an old folks home in woodlands. it was totally out of the way lah but it was all worth it. but seeing the elderly being sick and all was pretty sad. hope the crappy singing and all made their day! haha. and we had dinner at ang mo kio after that. wonder why we chose that place! haha. we've been visiting the north side alot this week.

and on national dayyyyy. went shopping with elisa! after so long i've finally had the chance to step into a mall. haha. was a great day(:

and fastforward till today! had training at yio chu kang. (north again!!) and we and stef finally bought our rackets at queensway! (: had a frustrating time looking for a suitable one with really bad service there. maybe cos they sell things cheaper? so they dont bother providing that much service for the people. haha.

and TEEEE. if you see this. we should really treat our mums better hahaha. and my phtotaking skill is really bad. haha.

okay got to go!! bye!

2007-07-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. im like gaining weight! haha i love starbucks (: and gelare waffles. that's enough to show the amount of fats that i took in today. haha. luckily there's training tomorrow! haha. (: but i'm so not looking forward to school still. it'll be boring listening to teachers sing lullaby to me telling my eyelids to shut and staying in class during breaks chewing on pathetic sandwiches/biscuits. haha. i don't think i've visited the canteen more than 50 times this year, tsk.

you come and go as you wish. and one day it wouldn't mean anything.

2007-06-30T21:43:00.001+08:00

hulllo!! haha went town with yingsi today hoping to catch the last bit of GSS but seriously it was quite disappointing. anyhoo we managed to get some stuffs still (: but thats not the point! we were walking through the underpass from scotts back to the MRT and we saw people holding up signs saying FREE HUGS! she got so excited while i was like huh? so it's actually some kinda 'project' people are doing. and funnily, we went to hug them! though they were plain strangers on the road but it really made our day:D so me and yingsie went high after that all the way back. ahahha. okay so maybe they should have free hugs at every mrt station and every singaporean will be happy(: hahaha. or maybe there'll be more gf/bf s bashing up the free huggers.

hahah but anyway. yeah it was cooool! FREE HUGS(: and besides that we;ve got free waves from crazy gang of people and free music from the band playing in far east:D

monday's youth day btw(: which means i've one more day of rest and one more day to not be in school. come to think of it, this year passed by real quickly. dont know if i've mentioned before in the previous posts. haha but i dont update frequently so yeah no harm reading the same things again yeah (: i still remember myself counting down and what not at the beginning of the year cos things were just so bad and it literally killed me just to see time pass by so slowly. but before i even realise it's going to be JULY! and then it'll be august, september, october, november, december! ah huh my kindergarten teacher taught me right (: hahaha. so yes just a few more months and 2007 will be over! maybe even numbers work better for me so 2008 will definitely be better. waha.

im being super random now. so i'll stop now!! BYEEEEEEE.

2007-06-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

ah okay let me recap what happened this week (: went wild wild wet with my sister last saturday cos i had complimentary tickets from my workplace. it was raining la when i expected full blast from the sun! haha. anyway we had more fun talking rather than playing. its funny how we can chat like friends when she is actually 12 years older than me. she used to keep me at a distance maybe cos iw as just an irritating sister to her. but for the past 2 years we got really close and it's really cool when we can ask each other for advice despite the huge age gap. haha. so yes she's childish and im matured that's why we can match up :D yeah right. hahaha. anyway i love my sister alot! (:

okayyy. and i went out for dinner with gaoyan that day. havent seen her for so long and stupid girl made me wait. but anyway i had fun with you girl! jiayou for your common tests if you happen to see this (:

alriiiight. thats basically it and the rest of the week was spent at home trying hard to complete some work but smart me. im capable of getting distracted by every single thing and im left with quite alot. bless me! haha.

im kinda dreading school term to start but someway i look forward to it as well. maybe the second semester will be over and there'll be the december holidays!! haha fat hope yeah. but i seriously look forward to next year and something tells me the next half of the year is going to get better (:

okay! it's LATE. so i shall stop and propably get some rest. BYEBYE !

2007-06-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

HEYYYY. i was away in malaysia(penang) and just returned today. gosh i was totally dreading this trip but turned out to be okay(: the first day was horrible cos we practically had nothing to do, stayed at my uncle's house to stone. and i was complaining quite alot bout wanting tocome back and all. but yeah there was this cute lil girl that they were looking after. think she made the stay at penang much better(:

she's really cute uh.

alright. the trip was mainly full of eating and eating. think i've gained 10kg or something but nevermind! haha. and yadayada. did only a lil bit of shopping cos with such impatient dad around you can never get to walk around for long. haha.

okay just one more picture i took at my workplace!

me and the rest were practically playing with these kids instead of walking around and making sure no one was stucked anywhere. hha!

alright. shall get on with my work. gosh i hope i do get to finish before term starts! :D

2007-06-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

oh right. my blog is rotting and i think i should start blogging normally, as in yadayada what happened today. haha. whatever.. and yes i'm back australia!! it was definitely a fun trip for a mountain turtle like me. besides the packed programme the teachers had gladfully planned, i got to know more people as well. and we sure had a great time crapping something out of nothing(:

will be pretty unbearable to type out the whole trip so............ just some highlights or something! oh first i dont know why but i'm real afraid of the plane taking off so poor audrey had to be my bolster of sort when we left singapore. but anyhoo! we reached sydney safely to know that my luggage's handle was broken. haha that was random.. but i seriously love the train there! they had relatively comfy seats and it was double decker. unlike our mrt with solid seats (though they're coloured!) ahah.

and we managed to watch Circus Oz at the sydney opera house! the show was fantastic with this psycho girl trying to show her knickers all the time. think they stuffed cotton inside or something cos it was seriously huge! hahah. but we kinda fell asleep during some intervals though cos of the programme we had in the day. ohoh! and we went to hunter valley zoo! i totally love the joey there. it was allowed to roam freely in the zoo and we could just feed it as and when we'd like to. haha. and kangaroos seem to love eating icecream cones. haha. poor jillian had a hard time taking a photo of me feeding the goat. but yeah there's a photo on friendster! (:

and and what else? we didnt have much time to shop around and all we did was speed shopping like grab whatever you want quickly. though i could have stayed at the streets near manly beach forever. haha.

okayyyyy. there're like loads more but im kinda lazy! got to help my sister out with the bbq later. meant to be a suprise for my bro-in-law. tsk so sweet huh. im gonna eat up all the food :D shall post the pictures another time when i figure out how to!! byebye! :D

2007-05-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

ah i've been down with fever and what not since thursday. hope my brain doesnt go crazy after the constant burning for 3 days. and ELISA XU you should be touched man. i brought the cake up ahs despite the fever!! but anyway hope you had a teeny weeny bit of fun ayyyy.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR ELISA AGAIN (:

im feeling uber horrible like theres this immense glob of stuff in my stomach trying to get out but it cant! seriously hope i recover by tuesday or i wont be able to go to australia ): been falling sick very frequently this year and now i seriously it though i'll get to sleep for the whole day. waha.

okay better finsih up my OLP and get some rest. bye rotting ugly blog.

2007-05-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

inferiority. seems like no matter what, you'll just never be better or even good enough. it's easy to say just be yourself who cares what others think. but subconsciously there'll be this automatic comparison that takes place and making you feel all so horrible again. okaay im not really making sense but whatever you just wasted your time reading this. haha

i think if i can compress my life into a piece of paper, i'll scribble a big blob of mess.

haha ohwell one more week and it'll be holidays! (:

2007-05-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

ah blogger is a lil screwed and the box is way out. haha. anyway i just got my mp3 fixed! the second time so it better not die on me again.

about twenty days and june holidays will be here! im seriously looking forward cos of the very fact that i wont have to be in school(: hopefully the australia trip will be fun.

i've got to study my cheena ting xie!! im hating chinese more now that lao shi's throwing all the work at us. ohweells. one last year and it's a byebye to chinese. haha. shall update like tomorrow or something. bye rotting lousy blog(:

2007-04-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

ahh i shall update now cos i dont think i'll be coming online anytime soon. not like anyone will read this but anyhoo. helmsman ended, open house ended. and our presentation was real cool! i think we did great! thanks to shakura, maRjorie, maRgeret, junhan and nioming! haha i remembered the Rs in your names(: haha. and was fun crapping with you guys after that(:

there'll be lessons again next week! hopefully we can a full/half day off again somewhere in between. i need a whole day to sleep! and they say sleeping burns calories so yes! and i baked brownies today w/o telling my mum before hand. but the brownies are nice! for a first timer:D and i think i ate too much im feeling so sick now. and my headache's back again. haha.

i dont know why. but i dreading school more and more. and i can almost picture myself doing the same old things over and over again. the same routine for everyday. mundane. my life's so boring and predictable. i don't feel like going to school, i don't like going online, i don't like doing chinese, i practically don't like what i'm doing now.

and yes i probably need some COLOURS in my life. haha. i dont like this.

2007-04-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

DAMN.

my computer broke down after a pathetic one month. haha i seriously have no fate with computers. anyway this week's helmsman week and we end real late. plus open house preparation, hope everything goes well.

okay i will like update someday when i dont feel that psychotic. haha just kidding!

people can see.

2007-04-21T14:13:00.000+08:00

POLINE IS CRAZY
SHE PIERCED HER EARS

AND BUTTERCUP ROCKS!

p.s its yingsi here bloggin on poline's behalf!

2007-04-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

wake up to reality.

coming to think of all those days i had back in ahs. kind of find it funny how i could be so crazy and though work was at its max, i could still had so much fun. second year since i've left but there's still this strong feeling of missing the school. wondering how it'd be like to complete four years of education in ahs. but im sure it'd be more fulfilling somehow. cos everyone says you'll get to discover your good friends in the last two yrs and what not. it was probably a wrong choice made but im just stucked in this.

went for ting's church carnival yesterday at expo. wasn't that fun but it was great catching up with them especially elaine! and crystal. was really nice to talk about stuffs again. so yeah(:

anywayyyyyy. to AHband! if anyone of you will read, jiayou for SYF this tuesday! do your best and don't be too stressed up uh! good luck:D

okay my head's hurting and i've got RM to do. so yeah bye!

So hum hallelujah,
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light.
A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Till tonight do us part"
I sing the blues and swallow them too

2007-04-05T17:53:00.000+08:00

hey! im finally back to blog. review week has officially ended! don't really like the fact that the tests are all together although there wont be lessons. but anyhow it's over(: but now i've got RM to rush. haha.

this week has been pretty boring, with all the mugging and all. hopefully i'll get to go out this weekend! shopping always helps to destress:D

okay seriously i've got nothing to blog about. will update again later. oh anyway if CHENYIN manages to read this. i forgot your blog link!!

2007-03-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

something's pulling me back. this sucks.

and i need a sugar high. sigh.

2007-03-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

okayyyyy. my second and proper post. like i was saying in the old blog.

i want a day off just to sleep! if thats not enough two days maybe (: ahah. okay i've got like 2 minutes to finish up this post and go do my stuffs. last week was probably a nonsense week with weird assignments popping out of nowhere and me stressing up a little. maybe alot. hahah.

whatever there's still alot to be done and i'll have to try uber not not to get distracted somehow or rather. ohwellls. maybe i should look forward to tomorrow? cos there's pe. probably the only non stressing lesson we having. haha. and yeah! the childcare centre. cos there's cute miguel and evan. maybe i'll post there pictures up sometime to brighten up this already very bright and colourful blog. i've no idea why i chose this but yeah was in a rush. haha. shall change this skin sometime later. (:

alrightttt. thats like all. and guess my two minutes is up! haha. bye!!

2007-03-25T20:29:00.001+08:00

TESTING.

okay i got so fed with the old one.